So guys.. Here my girl. I won’t show her face right now but there is too much nosy people in my school. I met her on the 9th January 2014. The first time I saw her the only thing I thought was “OMFG she’s beautiful.” She smiled at me, we talked a bit.. She was so nice.. But she was also so straight! Haha! so I didn’t ever dare to think I could please to her.. But the way she was looking at me at party and stuff was really weird..
And guess what? I was wrong! she broke up with her bf for me. I’m her first girl and it’s like she’s my first one too.. I feel like I don’t know how to touch a girl anymore! It’s really destabilizing but it’s so good at the same time. When she stops kissing me it takes me like 3sec to remember where I am. She gives me shiver just by looking at me.. She’s so incredibly gorgeous, and nice, and funny, and smart, and fuck yeah I am in love and it’s been a long time. The way I feel about her I have never felt like this before. It’s like my first love and it’s frightening to feel like that again, because my first gf destroyed my heart.. Plus they have the same name —” hahaha
And yeah, she knows how to deal with my electric personality and trust me it’s really hard because I’m a fucking ass! We’ve been together for almost a month. Not that much I know. But my feelings have never been so strong toward a girl for ages and it makes me feel so happy.
I’m going to keep you by my side as long as possible. Thank you for being amazing, thank you for loving me, thank you for making me feel alive again. You’re perfect.
I love you.